there she is everywhere i see. how great and perfect she is... and im just me... cant hide these feelings that im slipping away... gotta keep it all inside... so he doesnt break away... i dont wanna see her, i dont wanna know her, i dont wanna be around her, i dont wanna hear about her...
if it comes to where i can make it through the day... i might just have to leave and let fate take it path... then i wont ruin fyi... cause obviously thats more important than i.... dont bring others down when asking for help right???
they dont know how it hurts... when the most important person in your life... feels like he might leave over this despite... im completely heart broken... i cry every night... the feeling wont go away... i just dont know why... i think right now i just rather die.... i cant take it not one bit... no matter what they say it hurting me completely... im in shambles.. having nightmares every night... my heart feels broken... maybe i should go out of sight... it would make everyone much happier in the end... wouldnt be the cause of andy leaving then they could be together in the end... i cant take this pain for the rest of my life... please just disappear and then it will be alright...
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